ujan petir.. like now

dengerin suaranya aja udah bikin saya ketawa

seengganya kamu tahu ada hal yang ga bisa saya lakukan

iya. ada. banyak. maaf

true

ujan deres malem malem.. petir kilat kejer kejeran.. rame suara bola dari tivi yang sengaja saya nyalakan demi mengusir kesunyian kosan yang isinya lagi pada ujian.. di kamar sendirian.. badan panas dari siang

hape bunyi.. telpon dari Bill.. pamer 'pembuka doa' yang tadi baru dihapalkan.. pembuka doa yang katanya bikin doa dikabulkan..

dia tanya tentang ujian... terus dia doakan... dia tanya tentang malem mingguan... terus dia doakan... dia inget pertanyaan lama yang dulu pernah ia lontarkan, dia tanya ulang...  terus dia doakan

entah kenapa saya tambah meriang ditanyain itu pertanyaan --'

dasar bocaaah <3

akpem - cost - carita - palembang - somewhere over the rainbow

kepada penguasa bumi dan surga... mohon dimudahkan~

You say that you love rain, 
but you open your umbrella when it rains... 
You say that you love the sun, 
but you find a shadow spot when the sun shines... 
You say that you love the wind, 
But you close your windows when wind blows... 

This is why I am afraid; 
You say that you love me too...

masih takjub sama skill kepo teman kita sebut saja bengki

shock lah denger dia spill out segala informasi kemaren.. udah kaya pernah baca biografi saya aja

udah bisa bikin runut cerita.. apal pula nama tokohnya

parah... parah

ngegang sama bengki yola..... beneran lah dikelilingi dewa dewi kepo

tapi gapapa juga.. ntar suatu saat kalo saya butuh investigasi, kalian berdua udah lebih dari FBI! yuhuuu~

It will be fine. Allah is in charge. 

yes you can do it.

Much Love,

yourself

kangen banget nget sama papa <3

If The Prophet Muhammad (SAW) Visited You

If the Prophet Muhammad visited you just for a day or two

If he came unexpectedly, I wonder what you’d do

Oh! I know you’d give your nicest room to such an honored guest

And all the food you’d serve to him would be the very best

And you would keep assuring him you’re glad to have him there

Your hospitality would be beyond belief and service beyond compare

But, when you saw him coming

Would you meet him at the door with arms outstretched in welcome to your honored visitor?

Or, would you have to change your clothes before you let him in?

Or hide some magazines and put The Quran where they had been?

Would you still watch movies on your trusty TV set?

Or would you rush to switch it off before he gets upset?

Would you turn off the radio and hope he hadn’t heard?

And wish you hadn’t uttered that last loud nasty word?

Would you hide you worldly music and instead take Islamic books out?

Could you let him walk right in or would you rush about?

And, I wonder if the Prophet spent a day or two with you

Would you go right on doing the things that you always do?

Would you go right on saying the things you always used to say?

Would life for you continue as it does from day to day?

Would your family conversation keep its usual pace?

Or would you find it hard each meal to say a table grace?

Would you keep up each and every prayer forcing back a frown?

And would you always jump up early for every prayer at dawn?

Would you sing the songs you always do and read the books you read?

And let him know things on which your mind and spirit feed?

Would you take the Prophet with you everywhere you normally go?

Or would you, maybe, change your plan just for a day or so?

Would you be glad to have him meet your very closest friends?

Or would you hope they’d stay away until his visit ends?

Would you be glad to have him stay forever on and on?

Or would you sigh with great relief when he at last was gone?

It might be interesting to know the things you would do

If the Prophet Muhammad, in person, came to spend some time with you

... while I am STRUGGLING to memorize

yah, namanya juga manusia.. looking for things they don't have

Source: asdfghjkllove

ga punya nafsu makan.. sekalinya makan dimuntahin semua lagi

efek belajar pajak? dulu belajar cost gini.. sekarang belajar pajak

apa iya tiap hari harus muntah muntah selama ujian.. ini apa yang terjadii

makro... yeah.. berasa bisa.. padahal ga juga

mulai tertarik ke BKF.. huhuh amiin

dan hanya kepada Allah kami kembali

tahu... tapi tidak segera dilaksanakan... beruntunglah ada yang mengingatkan...

pengen nangis aja

ga tau kenapa

bukan.. ini bukan tentang besok dan seminggu ke depan

selamat malam

ketika overwhelmed dengan semua yang ada, i often think about escaping this way

ga ada beban...

but again, hidup itu pilihan :)