"Penolakan, dalam segala bentuknya, selalu berujung pada kekecewaan. Harapan yang selama ini dipupuk tinggi, runtuh secara tiba-tiba. Hingga kemudian penyangkalan lah yang seringkali dipilih untuk kembali membangun harapan yang sama. Harapan yang akan menggiring pada kekecewaan-kekecewaan berikutnya." 

- dari tumblr kuntawiaji

I am just too good in making my self feeling ok. too positive, they said. I just do what I could . accept the life as I should. do good. live gratefully. love heartfully... 
I am not good in assuming. all the facts just too complicated for me to translate. 
what's outside might be surprising while comparing with the inside. 
what's said might not as sweet as what's really meant.
I am not good in assuming. all the facts just too complicated for me to translate. 
I just do what I could . accept the life as I should. do good. live gratefully. love heartfully... you and I .. no one else
for you? I never knew
I just believe it's never a waste to give the best. 

Saturday, 022313

know away more than seemed.. but  choose not to assume. and  just do what she can do - loving you. 

me